So as I’ve said I’ve been quite down recently but it’s so quickly you can change and develop new thoughts and ideas and take away and forget the old ones. It’s taken a little bit of help and long walks to figure this out but I finally think I can come and breath to the thought of love. It’s not completely going to leave my mind but it will be better than me crying at 5am. It’s that love isn’t going to just come I am going to have to wait and the first step to that is to love myself. It’s easier said than done but aren’t most things? I’m going to have to accept myself for myself and deal with it. I’m never going to be truly happy with myself but if I don’t accept it I never will be happy with myself. So first step to love, love yourself. And it will come in its own time.